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About Me:





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To be percieved is a form of suffering. I am sometimes fond of talking to people, though. If I can't think of anything to say back, don't take it personally if I just stop responding to you. I'm just not the type to be so good at small talk. Consider me a bona-fide long talker lol. Or I don't talk at all. What's up with that, huh? Some people say it's a sign of autism and adhd conbined. I really have no idea. I can't afford to test for autism. Oh well!


(I actually love the idea of writing physical letters to someone, and have been considering having a pen pal again. I am long winded but I also tire of conversation easily! I suppose I just say a novel of words and just run out of juice lol)

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Name: C/Gruesome420/Decadent Dream

Age:

Location: Midwest, USA

Current Status: part-timer who wants to work at a dispo

Likes: Bong rips n ac1d trips, reading nonfiction books about cults and extremists, digital minimalism (or at least the idea of going back to the time when tech wasn't so ruined by capitalism), art history, outsider art, Gloomy Bear, Japanese alt fashion, avant-garde fashion, fashion history, Women's History, LGBT History, weird vintage trinkets, embroidery, coffee, tea, Asian alternative cultures, weird tech, cooking, and probably a bunch more!

Media I'm into/in the middle of at the moment:


Books:
"Them-Adventures with Extremists" By Jon Ronson, "Digital Minimalism" by Cal Newport, "They Never Learn" by Layne Fargo, "I'm Glad My Mom Died" by Janette McCurdy, "The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck" by Mark Manson, "So You've Been Publicly Shamed" by Jon Ronson, I like a lot of books about art, art history, crafts, travel, and fashion too. I love a coffee table book with pictures lol.

TV:
What We do in the Shadows, Mob Psycho 100, Invader Zim, Wednesday, Our Flag Means Death, Adam Ruins Everything, The G Word, Bullshit!, South Park, Scooby Doo: Mystery Inc., Death Note, the Fallout Series, probably more!

Movies: (not many currently but I have a lot I want to see!)
Kamikaze Girls (Shimotsuma Monogotari), Marie Antoinette, Bullet Train, Inglorious Basterds, This Place Rules, The Batman, Dogma, From Dusk Till Dawn, Interview With the Vampire, The Cable Guy, The Addams Family, Se7en, Paprika, Magnetic Rose, Kung Fu Hustle, The Barbie Movie, Argyle, Beetlejuice, Little Shop of Horrors, Hairspray, Persepolis, Lego Batman, The Lego Movie, The Night is Short(,) Walk on Girl, There's a lot more!


Video Games:
The Elder Scrolls series, the Fallout series, Animal Crossing, the Katamari Games, the Sims, Final Fantasy(Tactics Advance, 10, 10-2, 13 mainly), Kingdom Hearts, Pokemon. I have played a lot more games but these are the main ones I am crazy about. I've been recenly getting into Harvest Moon games more and am in the middle of LOVING Baldur's Gate 3.