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Current status:
A Bauhaus Girl type who thinks shame rarely does anything productive. I like art history, I love art, especially weird art, and I think being weird for the sake of being weird is more sacred than it appears on the surface. I enjoy writing and I do it a lot, but I'm no writer. I enjoy making and creating things but I'm really no artist either. My biggest flaw is that I don't make enough and instead consume media or play games in my free time. I also love to read, and having access to a bunch of free ebooks online has really opened up a lot for me! I'm married and it's only been a better experience each year, I've been able to grow and learn and explore the world and I haven't been doing that alone, while still getting to be my whole self. I'm in my early 30's, and I like it way more than being in my 20s or teens. I'm just so much more chilled out because I have the experience to know things are going to actually be okay, and that I'm capable of making it through. I'm american, and I'm in the midwest where it's legal to smoke my absolute favorite thing. I've been really trying my best to keep social media out of my life completely, and I'm really skeptical of newer online spaces and tech because so many people are really just trying to make money instead of make something helpful these days. I feel a lot better the less social media, and really screens in general(ebooks and word processors do not count!), takes up my time. I think that's been my guiding force to how I've been living my life. I have VERY severe ADHD and I haven't taken any meds for about 6 years now, and I'm sceptical they were ever helpful. However being unmedicated means I am constantly on alert to how I approach tasks, routines, and even leisure because what feels good in the moment may not be what's best for me, and what I crave isn't always what I need. It's becoming easier over time to really master being me. I hope you like looking around on this website and learning more about who I am and enjoying the little things I've made or done. Over time there will be more things. I have a guestbook you can sign, and I try to make commenting possible on many of the blog sections. I can't guarantee instant response but I will get back to you one of these days! Let's not make this place too fast paced when there's no need. I appreciate your time here!
My online places:
Name:
C/Gruesome420/Decadent Dream
Age:
Location:
Midwest, USA
Current Status:
part-timer who super obviously wants to work at a dispo instead lol
Likes:
Bong rips n ac1d trips, reading nonfiction books about cults and extremists, digital minimalism (or at least the idea of going back to the time when tech wasn't so ruined by capitalism), art history, outsider art, Gloomy Bear, Japanese alt fashion, avant-garde fashion, fashion history, Women's History, LGBT History, weird vintage trinkets, embroidery, coffee, tea, Asian alternative cultures, weird tech, cooking, and probably a bunch more!
Media I'm into/in the middle of at the moment:
Books:
"Them-Adventures with Extremists" By Jon Ronson, "Digital Minimalism" by Cal Newport, "They Never Learn" by Layne Fargo, "I'm Glad My Mom Died" by Janette McCurdy, "The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck" by Mark Manson, "So You've Been Publicly Shamed" by Jon Ronson, I like a lot of books about art, art history, crafts, travel, and fashion too. I love a coffee table book with pictures lol. Check out my library thing!
TV:
What We do in the Shadows, Mob Psycho 100, Invader Zim, Wednesday, Our Flag Means Death, Adam Ruins Everything, The G Word, Bullshit!, South Park, Scooby Doo: Mystery Inc., Death Note, the Fallout Series, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, probably more!
Movies: (not many currently but I have a lot I want to see!)
Kamikaze Girls (Shimotsuma Monogotari), Marie Antoinette, Bullet Train, Inglorious Basterds, This Place Rules, The Batman, Dogma, From Dusk Till Dawn, Interview With the Vampire, The Cable Guy, The Addams Family, Se7en, Paprika, Magnetic Rose, Kung Fu Hustle, The Barbie Movie, Argyle, Beetlejuice, Little Shop of Horrors, Hairspray, Persepolis, Lego Batman, The Lego Movie, The Night is Short(,) Walk on Girl, There's a lot more!
Video Games:
The Elder Scrolls series, the Fallout series, Animal Crossing, the Katamari Games, the Sims, Final Fantasy(Tactics Advance, 10, 10-2, 13 mainly), Kingdom Hearts, Pokemon. I have played a lot more games but these are the main ones I am crazy about. I've been recenly getting into Harvest Moon games more and am in the middle of LOVING Baldur's Gate 3. I also play Guild Wars 2 regularly, maybe we can take on a world boss together?
